After a few twists and turns she finds herself back to where she started. But this time she's dirtier and is more confident in herself. She hid the pouch she kepy from the underworld behind her back. She didn't have a better place to put it but she didn't want people to notice it and call her the Devil's lover.
[Read...]Once she walked a few miles she stopped because she didn't know where she was going and didn't want to risk going back from where she came from. She sat on a stump and thought about what she was going to do next. She didn't have a map or any directions so she just waited for something to come along to guide her.
She started to walk around and tried to look the palace. During the walk she bumped into someone, knocking them both baccdk a little.
She walked off like nothing ever happened. Yet she felt bad about what she jkust did. She was in Heaven and she just did that. But in the long run it will be worth it, or so she hoped.
- Current Location:bedroom
- Current Mood: weird
- Current Location:living room
- Current Mood: crushed
- Current Music:Devin Townsend- The Mighty Mastabator
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I've also noticed how some people are... avoiding me. So with those thing and also constantly being mostly alone. I've started to detest people more.
And now... at this point of my life... which really isn't that long. Just seems that way. I think that if everything end up staying the same or if people don't change then I'll end up going crazy. With bottling things up and adding more thing to it, I'm only making things worst and society really isn't helping. Esp. with obstacles constantly being thrown at me. And all I do is sit back and let it just take its toll....
What's really confusing is when I'm told that I don't do or have things that I need to do or have..... I try to do or get the things and everything just falls apart..... It's like what's the point of really trying? With the only person who understood everything about me not with me. -he's not dead, just left the city for a stupid reason and his whole plan ended up backfiring- Everything is just so much harder.
I guess the only thing good to come is what I've planned.
Sorry for this... whatever it is. Just felt like I needed to get something out. Not really letting it out, just releasing some of the pressure.....hopefully
- Current Location:bedroom
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:Ur a Wmn now- Otep
But here's the thing.... It doesn't have anything to do with j-rock.
I am almost 100% positive that no one would read this story but I still kinda want to post it. It's not a simple story yet it's awesome. Well at least I think it. is.
But I just want to know if anyone would prefer me to continue The Other- Half ( when I decide to actually work on it) or Insecurity?
It's about a girl who lives in a world where beauty is everything, yet you are only beautiful if you have a high IQ. She ends up killing herself and a man tells her about a stone called Vie Des Niors and it will bring her back to life to be anything she wants to be. She decides to go on the path to get the key then the stone. Willing to actually give herself another try.
Well, does it sound interesting??
But if I don't get anything saying yes or no. I'll just put the story up anyway
- Current Location:narnia
- Current Mood: angry
- Current Music:Fist Fall- Otep
Well, since The Other- Half is almost over I've been thinking about making a fic with Alice Nine, but I'm not 100% on that and I'm not all that great with writing one-shots.
Sooooo I think after The Other- Half is done I'll be busy the other stories I've been writing that isn't PSC related. But they won't be posted up on here. So if you want another chapter fic than leave a comment or sent me a message telling me so.
Until then I'll continue writing the fic and making cookies.
- Current Location:Kitchen
- Current Mood: curious
I am currently considering stopping 'The Other- Half'
I know I have readers, but I don't think I have the patience to finish this.
Another thing is that I'm usually is a poor mood.
So.... I don't think I will be finishing the story.
You wake up in dark, locked, and boarded room with nothing but a bed, couch, recliner, and a desk. You find out someone kidnapped you and is recording your every move. How do you escape?
I know I know, I'm probably too young to be all like:
I shouldn't depend on someone, I should depend on myself.
That last one isn't even possible yet but I think I really need to stop, and think, then start again but at a slower pace than before.
I seriously think that I need to work on my flaws an try to make myself "acceptable" with society and myself.
I really need to work on myself.
- Current Mood: grumpy